On His Drug Use Being Worse At Home:
That was the problem. A lot of guys go back home and they turn back into the family man: the husband, the father. I didn’t have a wife or kids, man. I got home and I partied just as hard or harder with my buddies. A lot of people would get home and have two or three days or rest. I would go home and have two or three days and get on a plane or get back on the road twice as hung over then when I got home. It just kinda kept spiraling out of control in that respect, but yeah, when I got home I partied. I kept partying. I’d go to the local strip club and waste all my money. Any payoffs or money I had I’d spend on liquor or whatever else.
On Backstage Politics In The WWE:
My expectations in the beginning were very unrealistic. I thought I was gonna be this big star [laughter] and you learn real quick, the grind, and if you’re not smartened up to the money, if you’re not smartened up to the politics right away, you better learn that stuff real fast or you’re not gonna last and that’s kinda what happened to me. I went up there with stars in my eyes thinking I was gonna be this big star just based on the merits of my ability to work, especially I considered myself a big guy that can move in the ring. I found out real quick that there’s a whole lot more to this business than just what goes on in the ring actually. It’s not necessarily the best wrestlers that are gonna get the best accolades and the push and the things of that nature because sometimes the business works different and it’s all a matter of getting smartened up to that stuff when I first came in, so I was kinda behind the eight ball. That’s why I was like the goofy little brother running around making stupid noises and making everybody laugh because I was just there to have fun a lot of the time. That was just what my attitude was. I was gonna be friends with everybody. I was gonna make everybody laugh. We were gonna have a good time and I was gonna be the biggest partyer in the room and unfortunately you end up being out of the business because one of the few things that happens is you’re gonna end up not surviving it, or like me you’re gonna end up, like me, losing your sh*t and losing your mind a bit and working yourself out of the business. I’ll never forget and that saying of Randy Savage’s always rang in my ears, ‘Don’t ever take yourself out of the game. Don’t ever take yourself out of the game.’ That’s exactly what I ended up doing. Like I said, I wasn’t smartened up to that stuff.
On How Much Money He Earned During His First Year In WWE:
The money wasn’t exactly what I thought it would be. I thought that that was the big time and you were gonna come in and make great money. Of course they offer you that ridiculous guaranteed contract: 10 matches a year for $150 per match, $1,500 per year. That’s your guarantee. I don’t suspect anybody down there working for [Ted] Turner had that guaranteed contract….but, that was the guarantee and J.J. Dillon used to always say, ‘But, of course, you’re gonna make more than that.’ [laughter] I haven’t heard many people to do this, but I’ll go ahead and be honest. My first year I’ll tell you exactly what I made. I made $24,000 fu*king dollars and that was before expenses and taxes: $24,000…after expenses and taxes I think it was just below the poverty line. That year’s salary was just below the poverty line.
On What He Would Have Done Differently:
I would have never drank a drop, never took a pill. That’s one thing I would have done. If I could have changed anything, that would have been the biggest thing….I got to the point even where I was still out there in the World Wrestling Federation where I had to have drugs to function and that was the beginning of the end and that was the point where I really started to become what I call unemployable because you become a slave to those drugs. If I could change anything, that would be the big one. The big one would be not doing the drugs and the alcohol. The other one would be to pay attention, keep your mouth shut, look at the guys that are doing it right, get with them and try to get advice from them.
On His Regrets:
That’s a very good questions and I’ve been asked that in many different ways and in many different forms and I’ve had a lot of regret for a long time after I first left the business. People don’t realize what kind of a drug walking out of those curtains every night is and when all of a sudden with the snap of you fingers it’s gone, people do not understand the toll that can take on you mentally. I had a lot of regrets and I was angry at the world. You become this bitter resentful person for a long time and that’s kind of when I dropped off the grid because I was angry at the world and the drug use got worse and I regret it. I look back at all I’ve done, all the mistakes I have made: I was so angry and so bitter and after going through all the things that I’ve gone through and after making it to the point where I am now, I am thankful for the experience. I loved parts of the wrestling business. People often ask me if I miss it and I always say, ‘I miss walking out the curtains. I miss interacting with the fans. I miss the look on the kids faces when you sign autographs and they look up to you, that kind of stuff, but I don’t miss all the bullsh*t that went on in the back.’ That’s part of it, but if your head’s not screwed on straight and you don’t how to navigate and play that game, you can fall apart pretty easy, so I had a lot of regrets, but I’m very happy with where I’m at now. I’ve learned a lot of hard lessons, but now I’ve been afforded the opportunity and the ability to help other people that are struggling in similar ways that I did and that is a very rewarding thing and I think the wrestling business and all of the things I went through were all part of it. It was all part of the big plan for me to end up where I’m at and I’m extremely happy with where I’m at now because finally I’ve got my head screwed on straight. I’m not bitter. I’m not angry.
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Actor/wrestler "Stone Cold" Steve Austin attends the premiere of "The Expendables" at Grauman's Chinese Theatre on August 3, 2010 in Hollywood, California.
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Wrestler Stone Cold Steve Austin performs for WrestleMania XXVII at Georgia Dome on April 3, 2011 in Atlanta, Georgia. (Photo by George Napolitano/FilmMagic)
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Wrestler Stone Cold Steve Austin attends WrestleMania XXVII at Georgia Dome on April 3, 2011 in Atlanta, Georgia. (Photo by George Napolitano/FilmMagic)
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"Stone Cold" Steve Austin
Wrestler Stone Cold Steve Austin performs for WrestleMania XXVII at Georgia Dome on April 3, 2011 in Atlanta, Georgia.
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THE TONIGHT SHOW WITH JAY LENO -- Episode 3882 -- Pictured: (l-r) Professional wrestler and actor "Stone Cold" Steve Austin during an interview with host Jay Leno on August 13, 2010 (Photo by Paul Drinkwater/NBC/NBCU Photo Bank via Getty Images)
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NASHVILLE, TN - JUNE 06: (L-R) Actor Tom Arnold, musician Jason Aldean, and former professional wrestler Steve Austin attend the 2012 CMT Music awards at the Bridgestone Arena on June 6, 2012 in Nashville, Tennessee. (Photo by Rick Diamond/Getty Images for CMT)
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BEVERLY HILLS, CA - AUGUST 15: Actor/former pro wrestler Steve Austin (L) and WWE wrestler Dolph Ziggler attend WWE & E! Entertainment's "SuperStars For Hope" at the Beverly Hills Hotel on August 15, 2013 in Beverly Hills, California. (Photo by Frazer Harrison/Getty Images for WWE)
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BEVERLY HILLS, CA- AUGUST 15: Actor/former pro wrestler "Stone Cold" Steve Austin attends WWE & E! Entertainment's 'SuperStars For Hope' at the Beverly Hills Hotel on August 15, 2013 in Beverly Hills, California.(Photo by Jeffrey Mayer/WireImage)
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ATLANTA, GA - SEPTEMBER 29: Pro wrestling Hall of Famer Steve Austin united with other celebrities under a common cause to join Wendy's in the effort to spread the news that good BBQ is now available to everyone with Wendy's new BBQ Pulled Pork offerings. As part of Wendy's #bbq4Merica campaign, celebrity spokespersons Austin, actor and dancer Alfonso Ribeiro and actor and filmmaker Ralph Macchio created a series of humorous public service announcements videos launching today. (Photo by Moses Robinson/Getty Images for Wendy's)
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"Stone Cold" Steve Austin
ATLANTA, GA - SEPTEMBER 29: Pro wrestling Hall of Famer Steve Austin united with other celebrities under a common cause to join Wendy's in the effort to spread the news that good BBQ is now available to everyone with Wendy's new BBQ Pulled Pork offerings. As part of Wendy's #bbq4Merica campaign, celebrity spokespersons Austin, actor and dancer Alfonso Ribeiro and actor and filmmaker Ralph Macchio created a series of humorous public service announcements videos launching today. (Photo by Moses Robinson/Getty Images for Wendy's)
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"Stone Cold" Steve Austin
ATLANTA, GA - SEPTEMBER 29: Pro wrestling Hall of Famer Steve Austin united with other celebrities under a common cause to join Wendy's in the effort to spread the news that good BBQ is now available to everyone with Wendy's new BBQ Pulled Pork offerings. As part of Wendy's #bbq4Merica campaign, celebrity spokespersons Austin, actor and dancer Alfonso Ribeiro and actor and filmmaker Ralph Macchio created a series of humorous public service announcements videos launching today. (Photo by Moses Robinson/Getty Images for Wendy's)
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"Stone Cold" Steve Austin
ATLANTA, GA - SEPTEMBER 29: Pro wrestling Hall of Famer Steve Austin united with other celebrities under a common cause to join Wendy's in the effort to spread the news that good BBQ is now available to everyone with Wendy's new BBQ Pulled Pork offerings. As part of Wendy's #bbq4Merica campaign, celebrity spokespersons Austin, actor and dancer Alfonso Ribeiro and actor and filmmaker Ralph Macchio created a series of humorous public service announcements videos launching today. (Photo by Moses Robinson/Getty Images for Wendy's)
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"Stone Cold" Steve Austin
ATLANTA, GA - SEPTEMBER 29: Pro wrestling Hall of Famer Steve Austin united with other celebrities under a common cause to join Wendy's in the effort to spread the news that good BBQ is now available to everyone with Wendy's new BBQ Pulled Pork offerings. As part of Wendy's #bbq4Merica campaign, celebrity spokespersons Austin, actor and dancer Alfonso Ribeiro and actor and filmmaker Ralph Macchio created a series of humorous public service announcements videos launching today. (Photo by Moses Robinson/Getty Images for Wendy's)
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"Stone Cold" Steve Austin
ATLANTA, GA - SEPTEMBER 29: Pro wrestling Hall of Famer Steve Austin united with other celebrities under a common cause to join Wendy's in the effort to spread the news that good BBQ is now available to everyone with Wendy's new BBQ Pulled Pork offerings. As part of Wendy's #bbq4Merica campaign, celebrity spokespersons Austin, actor and dancer Alfonso Ribeiro and actor and filmmaker Ralph Macchio created a series of humorous public service announcements videos launching today. (Photo by Moses Robinson/Getty Images for Wendy's)
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"Stone Cold" Steve Austin
ATLANTA, GA - SEPTEMBER 29: Pro wrestling Hall of Famer Steve Austin united with other celebrities under a common cause to join Wendy's in the effort to spread the news that good BBQ is now available to everyone with Wendy's new BBQ Pulled Pork offerings. As part of Wendy's #bbq4Merica campaign, celebrity spokespersons Austin, actor and dancer Alfonso Ribeiro and actor and filmmaker Ralph Macchio created a series of humorous public service announcements videos launching today. (Photo by Moses Robinson/Getty Images for Wendy's)
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LAS VEGAS, NV - FEBRUARY 22: Professional wrestler "Stone Cold" Steven Austin in attendance during UFC 170 inside the Mandalay Bay Events Center on February 22, 2014 in Las Vegas, Nevada. (Photo by Josh Hedges/Zuffa LLC/Zuffa LLC via Getty Images)
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FILE : Steven Williams, better known by his ring name "Stone Cold" Steve Austin giving the middle finger. This "salute" is one of his signature taunts. (Photo by Cliff Welch/Icon Sportswire via Getty Images)
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LOS ANGELES, CA - MAY 27: Writer/director Christopher Bell (L), WWF wrestler Steve "Stone Cold" Austin, and producer Jim Czarnecki pose at the premiere of "Bigger, Stronger, Faster" at the Egyptian Theater on May 27, 2008 in Los Angeles, California. (Photo by Kevin Winter/Getty Images)
